9 bulan

Salam :D

Ehehe, apa yg 9 bulan? mengandung ke? taklah. 9 bulan dah tinggalkan blog ni.

I decided to start writing again! yeaah. sebab ada personal project yang perlu disiapkan tahun depan. Apa kena mengena? we'll see. :)

Hidup sekarang ni, tidak seperti biasanya. Makin besar, makin banyak masalah. konflik jiwa, manusia, semuanya ada. what we could do.. huhu. nothingggg...

Redha terhadap apa yg berlaku.. makin lama cabaran makin besar. hm, rasa marah, menyampah semua ada, bagaikan diri sendiri ni sempurna tak ada salah, then nk menyampah kt orang.

To forgive pun skarang dh ambil masa.. tapi saya tahu selagi hati ini tak tenang, selagi tu rasa fikiran serabut.

Pleaselah, diri ni, jangan laaaa fikirkan orang yang menyampah kat awak tu. baik awk fikir pasal orang2 yang sayang kat awak.

Siapa?

U hv ur parents, ur bestfriends, n paling penting adalah Allah.

Study lagi bagus. :)

Oh kepada pembaca blog, tolongla doakan saya supaya tabah, dan tenang fikiran dan hati. Love u guys!

Marriage

Marriage marriage marriage

Salam semua. :D

Asyik topik ni je, x bosan ke, cik penulis ni? (bia jela dia)

Now I see, now I know what I want in this life.
(Apa dia tu, ha, tunggu)

Marriage is a commitment. It is not something that purely 100% about love towards that guy. No.
Commitment.

In commitment, you must sacrifice. SACRIFICE. << is this word meant anything to u?

You have to sacrifice your time for your new family.
You have to sacrifice things that you like to do when you are married.
You have to tolerate with this person for your whole life.
You have to think for the other person too, in making your decision.

Conclusion is : Marriage is a WHOLE LIFE COMMITMENT and it is not ALL about LOVE between husband and wife.

and what I want in life is someone who has a strong belief and knowledge of Islam. Because

Islam is the way of life

And he can show me the way to get redha Allah.

After all,
REDHA ALLAH is the REAL LOVE we search for.

Berfikir.

Salam blog.
Lately ni, I'm thinking a lot.

There's a person said this to me:
"My motivation is 2 live everyday as if it was the last
2 mat saleh. it means to party, drink, drugs etc
but 2 a muslim, it should mean collect as many pahala as u can
orang yg cerdik ialah orang sentiasa mengingati mati dan sentiasa bersedia menghadapinya."

How about me? Did I live as if it was the last day for me?
What I am doing most of the time?

Stay the same.

How I wish someone would sing this to me.

I really need the spirit now, to boost up my self-esteem back.

I desperately need the encouraging words. now.

o medicine!

Study harder please.

Assalamualaikum.

Serve you right miss.

Kenape kenape.
Hari ni, baru je kejap tadi borak-borak dengan sorg kawan dari somewhere else, ambil same course.

Dia tanya soalan2, bagi powerpoint slides lagi.
Then saya x leh jawab.

Saya x leh jawab hokay.

Malu besar. Malu kolej. Malu pensyarah. Malu besaaarrr.

Then kalau dh malu tu, x reti2 belajar ke.

Belajar la. malu la sikit.



Huuu..

Nak lari jauh2. tanak amik medic bley? Malu.