Reminder

Bila dah dewasa, our needs become different from children.

One's character becomes stronger. And surroundings become more complicated.

Adaptation is important.

Kadang-kadang kita tak suka dengan behaviour orang, tp nak x nak kena adapt. terima. (cakap memang senang, tapi its not)

Nak terima sesuatu tu perlu effort, sbb diri sendiri bukan mcm tu. N kalau benda tu buruk, bukan setakat terima, tapi takut-takut bila dah terima, kita absorb skali. Nauzubillah.

So, solution dia: jadi balik kanak-kanak please. (I don't remember any kind of adaptation happened during my childhood) Tapi semua org tau tu semua impossible. (Lain la kalau ada time machine)

Then, someone said:

"Some things r complicated kalau kita fikir or buat complicated

Kalau kita tkleh be simple, at least we can keep things simple"

Ayat dia atas telah buat saya fikir 5 minit, tanpa buat apa-apa.

Solution: Kalau kita x boleh nak terima perangai orang, x payah susah-susah nk sakit hati atau sedih-sedih. Just we know yang kita tak buat macam tu. Yang penting hati kita x sakit kepala pun x pening.

The advise will come later naturally :)

Oh Siti, you solve a mystery!

Cutiii

Salam.

Nama je cuti. tapi somehow, I think I am better alone.

OSCE

Oh finally, its done.

The worst OSCE, I've faced ever!

I don't know what happen to me, but at the last station, I didn't alter my way of clerking, be rigid to what 'the psychiatric rules are'.

Nice Siti. Nice.

I don't know what's gonna happen to me.

Seriously, I am definitely exhausted. Tortured mentally and physically today.

The OSCE session for each person is about 2 hrs, do within 2 hours we had been into 16 different rooms, each with their own questions/problems/patients.

Initially, I have not feel anything, and after the session ended, haa then I've started to feel very exhausted. My mind seem floating away with frustration. My body was getting heavier in each steps that I took.

Huu.

Friends, please pray for me yea?

Really I need the dua's :)

Love you!

Exam dan Durian

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Exam:

Oh saya ada exam. Tadi, esok dan lusa. 

Tadi:

Bolehla. tapi hopefully lepas lah 50% marks. Soalan psikiatri sangat mencabar. Oh ye, ada soalan pathophysiology of coma juga. (Tengok balik frontpage, psychiatry kan? x silap x silap)

Huu, terkejut jugak. dan banyak pula soalan KBKK. (Kemahiran berfikir secara kritis dan kreatif)

Mungkin sebab kami makin meningkat dewasa, jadi in order untuk jadi doktor yang bagus, berkaliber mestilah mampu jawab soalan-soalan seperti ituh. huargh. Semoga Allah bantu. Amiin.

Esok:

Esok saya ada OSCE. 

Ada 20 station, dan setiap satu station tu sama ada kite akan jumpa pesakit, jumpa video, jumpa spesimen, jumpa Beto  video. So kite x tahu, tp yg pasti ada masa 5 minit je utk selesaikan sume. 

Basically tadi dh revise 80%, tapi rasanya kena practise depan cermin lagi. TT_TT rasa mcm awful. sebab perut pun penuh dgn gas hasil drpd makan durian yang sangat banyak dan sedap! << cerita kt bawah.

Ya Allah bantulah hambaMu ini.

Lusa:

Ada Specialty. 4 sub-specialty: mata, telinga tekak dan hidong, bius, dan sinar x-ray.

Ya Allah bantulah hambaMu ini.

http://medic-herbal.blogspot.com/2012/03/benefits-of-durian-fruit.html

Duriaannn:

Tadi bestie bg durian, ada 4 biji. wah besar2 dan overall sedap. Thx bestie.

So due to that, semua org makan smpai kekembungan, revise sambil golek-golek sampai terpejam-pejam, tertido-tido. huuu.

Sebab tulah dah rasa senak, dok bersandar je kat kerusi dkt dgn meja study. TT_TT

Semoga Allah bantu kami semua Amiin.

Terima kasih Allah atas segala nikmat. Selalu manusia, lupa akan nikmatNya. Bila dah hilang baru rasa rindu. Ya Allah, peliharalah kami. Semoga kami jadi doktor yang bukan sahaja mampu mengubat fizikal manusia, malah mampu mengubat hati-hati manusia dan membawa mereka kembali pada jalanMu. Amiin.

Semoga esok dipermudahkan Allah. Amiin. 

Patutnya tengah belajar sekarang

As the matter above, I should be studying right now.

Urgh, Im not the type of person who can revise alone. need a discussion group. TT_TT

baru perasan my coping stress skills adalah mengada2 + masak2

huaaa kiranya kalau time stress boleh jd isteri mithali lah. hahaha.

random betul.

kepala serabut dgn exam.

Hadoi.

N sy telah frust dgn beto! (bukan sbb dia sudah berkahwin atau apa ye)

tp sbb lain.

p/s: no hints. :P